A GATEWAY

The first word I learnt when I arrived in United States was GATEWAY. I was in New York s Airport. I became aware of the word s meaning when I was alone during the flights from New York/Atlanta et Atlanta/Indianapolis. I was with myslelf, nervous, worried, with just one goal, find the right GATEWAY.

It was not easy because of it was the fist time I ve left my family. I m just 18 years, since August 1. Like a challenge, I had to find this GATEWAY. But the path is not without danger, difficulties. My flight had 2 hours of late. So, I had to find other GATEWAY. Where is the good? How can I become myself? Which GATEWAY?

This is my life and I have to choice. I have to be alone and being the only actress of my life.

I ve fought the GATEWAY to Indianapolis. This is a GATEWAY of my life, I hope it s not a FAKE!!!!

This is a song very important for me. It talks about my experience, words for words it s I m feeling :

Big Girls Don't Cry lyrics

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]

La Da Da Da Da Da

Singer :Fergie